TheCourtneyLeighann

Although my heart flutters it cannot fly It sinks down low and drowns at your sight A steady thump drives it awake only to be battered Trying to hum but it is unheard The life it once possessed can be questiond Life is scary and dark not knowing if you'll fall Open arms can hold me up Though my heart still remains frozen It longs for that warmth and love it had heard about Can falseness be so obvious that it is blind? Be steady and it will come The true key can unlock the bindings of a shattered heart

I built a castle of bones, From my closet of skeletons; A life of unreleased regrets, A life of unpaid debts. Take a one way trip to despair, Inside these castle walls, Forgotten years of bloody tears, Inside these ancient halls. - Owen Johnston

Why can't I be young agian. When everyday I learned something new. When parents would make my barbies talk and I thought they were real. When playing in rain puddles was fallowed by a nap. When I watch a movie and fall in love and watch it nonstop. When I would eat and the food would end up all over me. When drawing on the walls was so much fun. When the only thing I wanted to be was a ballet dancer or a princess. When riding a bicycle by myself was like the greatest thing in the world. When I would run around the house at night for no apart reason wearing my light up shoes. When I didn't want to leave my mom and go the preschool. When I woul